Young leader

Can u imagine you are the leader among the others with your age is younger than them...as a senior officer teacher...you walk through among another senior teacher...sometimes they didnt have any problem with yoau but maybe your same position didnt like you and they will hurt you, defamed you and abuse verbally..attact in in a meeting...but im fell thats thing now is nothing to me because im immune already after a year i had to deal with all the accusation...for that person you need to remember this..."the earth is round so that your position does not necessarily and sometimes have to be on any time we are under" and Allah is watching you...yes I'm always sick due to stress, but grateful for the pain was at least clean up my sins...I'm always in a depression, but gratefully my husband always give moral support..These challenges made me a stronger woman and resilient..it has taught me how to become a good leader even can not satisfy everyone surrounding you.before this im a person who never cries and always worry about why I can not cry until the tears out, but now I am relieved to be crying, but not in front of others at least crying didnt it means that im are weak but strong enough to make me more gallant person now I am no longer weep on account of things done by the low-minded with me..now every thing they done to me..im just smiling and say alhamdulillah in my heart and just work as usual withaout aware that im facing her for a year